28th June 2012.
I was staying in a 3 month rehabilitation program. There were four of us in the room.
One night I awoke at 3:00 a.m.(which is how it has always been for me)
and I saw
Sleeping. It was a very clear image .She had a towel on her head like she
just
got out of the shower. She looked pasty white with dark circles under her
eyes
and looked tired. Her face was clear and I was a little wearing a
bathrobe.
She just kept staring at me and she seemed very sad. I was a little
frightened
at fast and then I realized she was an addict who had struggled like me.
I kept
staring at her then I told her it was okay, that she could go home now. I
then
closed my eyes. This all took place within a 20- minute time span.
I could not go back to sleep so I got up to have cigarette. There was
another
girl sitting outside that had been there for a while. I told her what I
had seen
and described the girl in detail. She started shaking and became
visible upset.
She told me the story of that girl I saw. she had been a client at the
facility.
She was a beautiful girl that sang and played guitar. she was well liked.
But as I said, she was an addict. One night she couldn't take it anymore
and blotted out of the facility. She was hit by an oncoming train and was
killed
.
Nobody knew if she did this on purpose or not, but the consensus was she
Committed suicide. It had happened one month ago.
The next morning, I spoke to one of the counselors about this.
I described the girl face then showed me a picture of the girl. It was
the face
exactly as I had seen it.
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